Tuesday, August 7, 2012

A Place to Lay My Head

A Place to Lay My Head

A very religious man, who studied the Scriptures daily, came to Jesus one day and said,
"I will follow You wherever You go" (Matthew 8:19).

 Lord, I, too, will follow You wherever You go.
 I will be Your disciple, do Your will, obey Your teachings, and live my life for Your glory.


 But, Lord,

    I want a place to lay my head.
    I want it to be a comfortable place.
         I need to have my needs met.
         I expect to have my expectations fulfilled.
         I have the right to have my rights given to me.
 I deserve these things.

 Lord, I want a place to lay my head.
 I want it to be a trouble-free place.

         I don't like pain - it hurts.
         I don't like suffering - it's useless.
         I don't like persecution - it's unnecessary.
 I should be exempt from these things.


 Lord, I want a place to lay my head.
 I want it to be an abundant place.
         I want the things other people have that make life convenient.
         I want a nice house and all the things that make life easy.
         I want the activities that make life enjoyable.
 I shouldn't have to give up these things.


Jesus looked at the man and said,
                         "The foxes have holes, and the birds of the air have nests;
                           but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head" (Matthew 8:20).

 The man still had the opportunity to leave all and follow Jesus,
 but he turned away because there would be nowhere to lay his head.

Now, fast-forward to the scene on Calvary. Jesus is nailed to a cross. His blood is flowing from His body as the perfect sacrifice for the forgiveness of our sins.
He declares, "It is finished," meaning the work of salvation has been accomplished.
Then He "laid His head down and died" (John 19:30).

Lord, I understand now. You had nowhere to lay Your head ... except on the cross.
If I want to follow You....

         I must be willing to lay my head on the cross of the calling that You have
                  designated for me. 
         I must give up my demands for ease, rights, and abundance.

That cross may be a place out of my comfort-zone, away from my family,

         into unknown territory.
To follow You is to follow You to the cross.

I realize now that You never promised Your followers their choice of a place
          to lay their heads.
                                You lay Your head on the cross for me.

Yes,Lord,I will follow You wherever You go.
You have chosen a cross for me - a calling for my life and a place to live out that calling.
Truly, my satisfaction, my fulfillment, and my joy in life are in

                         knowing You
                         and being Yours.
I am ready to live for You.  I am ready to die for You.


                               I willingly lay my head on the cross for You.

Friday, March 25, 2011

Back to our "Home" in Gombong


 Worship service at one our village churches.....some 30 people attended.....Diana, Kris, and Jana gave words of greeting and testimony....Johnny told a Bible story and led in the discussion and applcation.
  
                                   Old People enjoy a Young Coconut

INDONESIAN ADVENTURE - 7 March to 7 April 2011

Johnny and Diana (Papa and Lola) are on a  "mission trip" to Indonesia.
Our daughter, Jana, and hubby, Kris, with Aaron, Seth, and Joel live in Bandung which has been our base for the month.

Our first opportuniity for ministry was when Diana shared with a group of majority religion ladies concerning her heart attack experience and recovery.  We just returned from a one-week tour of Central Java where we ministered with the IMB for 16 years. It was a joy to visit the village churches we planted and see their faithfulness. Our language came back in fits and spurts after 23 years absence, and we enjoyed several opportunities to teach, encourage, and pray with our Indonesian brothers and sisters. On the way back to Bandung we spent 3 days at our all time favorite vacation spot - Pangandaran Beach.

Today is March 25, and we have two weeks remaining with several opportunities for ministry. Soon, Johnny will do his "Stringman" program in several classes at our grandsons' school, Bandung Alliance International School. Everyday we are enjoying being with our kids and grandkids who will be moving to Sumatra in July.